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a

university

arts

education

lead ?

being

able

to

write

for

a

content farm ?

the

second

rate

first

rate

it's

always

a

very

toxic

event

when

philosophers

get

involved

in

politics

people

not

wanting

contact

with

you

when

logically

they

should

can

be

very

much

to

your

advantage !

academics

are

mentally

retarded

this

winter

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endless

rain

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poisonous

pinholes

like

that

line

of

mandelstam

never read it anywhere else

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a

genius

no.  11

a

contradiction

when

i

die

the

world

will

continue

and

cease

to

exist

now

i

am

laughing !

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shares

it's

difficult

to

compete

with

the

fundamentally

advantaged

viewpoint

that

insiders

those

working

for

the

companies

and

those

familar

with

the

industry

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in

todays

society

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people

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grand

parents

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they

don't

even

know

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their

parents

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reads

it

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american

arts

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than

nothing

selective

for

mental

retardation

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a

cat

looks

at

you

and

licks

around

its

mouth

or

on

its nose

you

don't

have

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ask

what

it

is

thinking !

comment

part

of

their

brain

wiring

must

detract

from

cognitive

function

and

go

into

charisma

evolutionarily

you

can

see

why

it

exists !

when

you

get

older

you

can

spend

your

life

investigating

your

ills

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net

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joint

polycythemia

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endless

fun

i

might

smile

but

i'm

not

laughing

the

law

of

contradiction

fails

because

all

meaning

is

recursive

i

am

a

bit

mad

at

times

i

can

see

it

stalin

your

fists

crush

like

diamond

clubs !

anne

sexton

more

charisma

than

sense

you

can

read

Stephen

king

or

you

can

read

Heraclitus

avoidance

of

lifes

issues

is

there's

no

reconciliation

at

death

because

they

have

already

partly

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you

may

not

appreciate

heraclitus

to

start

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you

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a

while

the

problem

with

the

net

is

the

same

a

s

the

problem

with

humanity

not

a

great

level

out

there

just

because

a

line

of

thought

has

been

around

for

thousands

of

years

doesn't

mean

it

is

right !

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appearance

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the

same

as

reality

the

human

brain

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not

that

flexible

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when

the

last

major

changes

occur

and

a lot

of

them

are

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be

a

more

fundamental

coherent

reality

than

physics

time

warp

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must

be

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to

ayn

rand

and

there

certainly

is

having

written

this

i

have read

it

in

depth

you

lot

live

your

little

suburban

lives

and

caged

lives

and

prison

and

poisoned

children

the

american

bombing

of

hiroshima

and

nagasaki

was

one

of

the

most

intelligent

things

they

ever

did

they

didn't

bomb

tokyo

and

kept

the

leadership

intact

and

a

coherent

goverment

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would

be

anti

soviet !

in a case of

money versus truth

i'd

say

take

the

money

except

those

with

money

buy

the

world

to

conform

to

their

viewpoint and

live

and

die

mistaken

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even

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where

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usual

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get

out

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have

to

take

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what

you

have

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there's

millions

of

the

mass

morons

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in

terms

of

people

of

sense

there's

only

one

or

two

and

i

have

yet

to

find

the

other

one

i

mightn't

have

come

around

for

a

hundred

years

me

and

the

net

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philosophical

superman!

battle

is

such

an

intrinsic

human

preparation

women

as

well

people

have

a

very

limited

idea

of

what

infinity

is

they

think

its

something

to

do

with

sex

and

children

which

it

is

to

some

extent

tho

removed

but

of

with

not

much

or

twice

zero !

i

don't

notice

my

life

gets

any

less

insane

as

i

get

older

perhaps

more

one

day

just

rolls

into

another

without

any

meaning

the

process

of

aging

is

more

surreal

than

any

drug

trip

meaning

evaporates

all

that

work

one

generation

and

the

next

and

the

generation

after

what

we

call

infinity

is

not

god

education

teaches

us

the

purpose

of

life

is

to

be

stupid

its

a

form

of

extreme

violence

plato

wittgenstein

aristotle

bloody

rubbish !

well

plato

not

quite

he

had

a

good

teacher !

it's

unending

what

is

the

meaning

of

unending ?

it

doesn't

finish ?

but

it

does

it

doesn't

start

but

it

has ?

what ?

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is

no

notion

of

more

or

less

in

leonardo

da

vinci's

mother

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an

arab

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like

a

novel

to

some

extent

i

don't

know

why

i

end

up

with

something

so

unique

and

idosyncratic !

my

life

makes

me

nothing

out

you

are

saying

in

a

way

that

is

significant

unambiguous

and

in

a

minimum

of

words

the

complete

and

incomplete

what

comes

together

and

what

falls

apart

the

sonorous

and

dissonant

the

song

of

the

one

that

it

always

sings

a

spinning

top

skating

across

one

involvement

to

another

in

the

ways

of

love

but

not

how

the

world

works

the

net

is

full

of

crazies

but

its

not

all

infinity

is

a

process

not

an

end

maybe

it's

the

i

gave

away

the

future

as

well

as

the

past !

emily

dickinson

had

it

do

think

characters

that is what testing and observation shows to be false and not the moronic blather of the masses

honey

is

sweet

and

sticky

you

can't

move

in

it !

false beliefs

are

damaging

and

all

religion

is

a  con

the

weakness

of

the

sheep

is

the

leader

is

not

a

sheep

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a

byron

katie

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one

smart

cookie

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whole

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of

that

huge

war

machine

overwhelmed

by

two

singing

women

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are

some

limits

for

explanation

in

thinking

about

if

i

keep

writing

at

this

rate

i'll

be

a

if

you

look

beyond

that

like

what

is

beyond

that

beyond

sex

and

breeding ?

very

good

soldiers

only

they

too

the

sun

nothing

but

particle

physics !

schizophrenia

is

the

other

side

of

breeding

a

good

poem

applies

to

all

situations

what

does

quantum

mean?

unending

non -

resolution

the

problem

with

education

is

you

put

your

best

hours

into

enhancing

the

lives

of

others

and

they

reward

the

way

humans

usually

do

do

i

have

to

say it ?

people

just

do

not

realize

and

that

duelling

proves

nothing

except

one

man

is

the

better

shot

or

swordsman

when

its

working

well

i

have

a

good

brain

i

suppose

it

always

was

good

just

not

fitting

that's

all !

i realize its a brain difference but there seems to b quite a difference between some even though they are the same species

some never act out of species and some seem almost human

even when u try to train some they just don't respond

some seem to have something extra

reply

i

think

parrots

and

crows

must

have

a

similar genetic brain

scrambling

mechanism

to

humans

that

creates

quite

a

diversity

in

behavior

in

siblings

what

a

difference

an

hours

sleep

makes !

it's

hard

to

get

that

people

so

different

can

have

the

odd

clue

or

quite

a

few

clues

women

are

all

mad

as

hatters

ones

that

are

less

mad

are

a

bonus

for

a

man

if

you

want

to

break

the

power

the

female

face

has

over

you

decompose it into its

elements

you

will

see

it

naturally

fragment into

its

features

which

are

usually

some

form

of

predation

and

heavy

set

stupidity

a

certain

level

of

talent

rises

above

the

ranks

stephen

mitchell

he

does

a

reasonable

translation

but

his

commentaries

are

shit

why

do

they

fall

prey

to

this

disease

stupidity

i

guess

i

think

painting

is

an

inferior

medium

to

the

net

has

some

special

problems

over-involvement

in

people

that

have

nothing

to

do

with

you

endless

material

fake

presentation

and

concealment

GOD

theres

no

context

to

say

fake

or

real

at

the

same

time

something

opens

up

another

thing

closes

the

conclusions

are

upsetting

and

distressing

maybe

not

maybe

they

are .

my brain

knows

more

than

i

do

the

world

is

basically

mad

what

do

i

do ?

sanity

is

always

rejected

by

the

MAD

that's

why

they

are

mad

it's

funny

how

you

can't

see

something

but

after

thinking

about

it

for

a

while

you

can

it's

like

a

disease

this

putting

myself

at

the

service

of

others

who

are

inferior

in

ability

and

understanding

no

wonder

they

try

it

on,

it

works

so

well !

i

never

realised

all

this

stuff

is

ready

i

am

quite

mad

occasionally

i

get

glimpses

of

it

the

trouble

is

if

you

ever

get

involved

with

any

spiritual

or

guru

or

religion

for

every hour

involved

it's

like

a

thousand

to

unwind

it

i

don't

know

why

this

is

they

use

the

same

mechanism's

as

love

the

rules

of

war

are

there

is

no

reasoning

only

force !

i

think

it's

better

to

be

poor

and

wise

than

wealthy

and

ignorant

politicians

are

they

in

large

part

a

front

for

incompetent

bureaucracies ?

managees

rather than managers

so

to

speak ?

i

think

i

am

going

to

have

put

volunteered

for

too

many

things

my

gravestone

except

there

will

be

no

gravestone

its

important

to

realise

when

looking

at

spans

of

ten

fifteen

twenty

years

how

changed

things

are

not

just

particulars

but

the

whole

context

any

form

of

censorship

is

a

sign

of

massive

trouble

it

can

be

as

simple

as

replies

to

a

blog

not

making

it

past

moderation

it's

very

hard

for

people

to

see

that

love

is

not

adequate

and

neither

is

lovelessness

trying

to

bush

bash

oneself

out

of

a

previous

wrong

opinion !

for

instance

is

some

use

is

better

going

to

the

dogs

some

child

progidies

can

be

technically

proficient

but

lacking

true

insight

and

creativity

which

shows

as

they

get

older

are

your

ideas

about

god

wrong ?

we

don't

have

a

lot

to

say

to

each

other

sometimes

you

have

to

work

out

you

are

ill

and

not

do

too

much

why

are

people

so

rigid

and

stupid ?

you

think

i'm

joking

or

being

unpleasant ?

i

think

men

have

on

average

more

children

than

women

or

used

to

with

the

higher

female

mortality

from

childbirth

america

is

unaldulterated

silliness

where

is

the

universe

apart

from

ourselves ?

when

i

die

the

universe

ceases

you're

on

the

cross

you

just

can't

see

it

when

you

see

yourself

on

the

cross

you

have

a

contempt

for

christianity

america

is

a sickeningly

sentimental

culture

i

think

the

church

did

quite

well

out

of

catherine

of

siena

john

of

the

cross

and

teresa

of

avila

because

they

were

compelled

to

swallow

the

jesus

bullshit

it

didn't

hurt

them

so

much

in

that

context

but today you

are

free

to

hold

different

views

and

opinions

since

no

inquisition

is

going

to

burn

you

at

the

stake

so

it

hurts

you

to

believe

the

jesus

bullshit !

i

am

always

thinking

new

disaster

area

am

i

embarking

on ?

you

can't

believe

something

as

true

that's

untrue

and

not

have

it

cloud

your

vision

you

are

writing

across

the

centuries

you

are

not

writing

for

the

consumption

of

your

local

time

i

think

at

a

certain

point

you

have

to

stop

looking

back

and

move

on

the

moron

norms

how

can

they

see ?

distracted

with

this

and

that

brains

bent

to

breeding

amber

is

an

intrusion

of

discontinuity

the

nature

of

existance

itself

is

quite

discontinuous

we

meander

along

in

the

deceiving

and

comforting

tunnel

of

continuity

reality

and

humans

and

all

animate

and

inanimate

are

a

continuous

subset

of

discontinuity

the

overriding

aspect

of

the

web

is

it's

volunteer

nature

seos'

wikipedia

editing

writing

poetry

health

websites

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SEOs

parasites

how

they

make

any

money

i

don't

know

but

parasites

always

seem

to

live

quite

well

don't

they

children

for

instance

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yet

another

flakey

net

business

just

part

of

the

horrific

tide

of

spam

content

farms

pardon

me

while

i

spew

john

loori

didn't

understand

what

zen

was

about

george

bowman

does

a bit

12

minis'

just

drove

by

world

of

did

you

notice

lions

have

round

pupils !

the

dead

sea

scrolls

a

testimony

to

the

eternal

insanity of

man !

our optimism

about

the

human

race

is

very

deep

seated

experience

shows

it

is

not

justified

everything

is

empty

in

terms

of

other

people

there's so much learning in life

to even get to a spot

where you understand

things

a

bit

the

problem

with

design

that

a

lot

of

evolutionary

design

is

quite

unintelligent

like

mammals lack

photolyase

for

instance

intelligent

design

would

include

it

but

evolution

would

not

if

it

was

on

a

hereditary

branch that got cut off

don't

worry

i

am

always

on

the

periphery !

even

with

my

family

being

at

the

center

would

kill

me

it

never

hurts

to

be

thought

poor

there's

no

real

something

and

nothing

the

patheticness

of

public

taste !

what

good's

a

belief ?

their

rabidness

only

lasts

as

long

as

they

live !

what

matters

what

doesn't

matter ?

it's

funny

after

all

these

years

i

can

start

to

see

toni

packers

problems

and

short

comings !

god

said

don't

waste

your

time

with

the

ratbags ”

sometimes

i

can't

quite

believe

myself !

the

schizophrenia

of

what

i

do

makes

me

cry

wikipedia

overtaken

what

it

is

about !

hitler

and

wittgenstein

going

to

the

same

school

for

a

year

is

one

of

histories

more

extraordinary

co-incidences

they

knew

each

other

and

hitler

had

his

eyes

on

the

wittgenstein

family

fortune

when

he

invaded

austria

and

he

got

a fair

portion

of

it

what

is

the

absence

of

in

the

end

a

lot

of

pushing

and

shoving

and

you

are

pushed

out

guess

what

you

can

walk

away

why

do

people

take

such

a

short

term

view ?

evolutionarily

speaking

they

used

to

die

like

flies !

persistence

is

almost

something

that

happened

by

accident

one

of

the

problems

as

you

get

older

is

you

tend

to

repeat

mistakes

which

is

why

diarying

helps

the

struggle

to

survive

whats

that ?

you

can

be

with

the

is

the

fate

of

the

in

terms

of

what

zen

calls

kensho

it's

just

a little

sparkle

whereas

what

you

want

is

a

deep

falling

into

the

well

you

don't

get

that

deep

falling

unless

you

integrate

your

life

and

most

people

don't

can't

and

won't

and

live

like

dried

apples

i

am

only

writing

this

because

the

old

zen

law

seems

to

have

been

lost

and

replaced

by

something

called

meditation

where

is

the

spirit ?

vapourized

into

todays

airhead

generation

i

am

afraid

no

its

not

just

nostalgia

it's

vaccines

goitrogens

marginal

nutrition

and

brain

death

in

the

wrong

way !

where's

todays

tennessee

williams ?

at

birth

by

vaccines ?

great

art

modern

paradigm

is

and

i'll

make

you

it ! ”

michealangelo

gives

a

very

interesting

perspective

on

how

a

homosexual

sees

another

man

an

to

be

a dying art since i hardly ever see it any more

in the old days there used to be intelligent political cartoons

nowadays the cartoons are asinine

interesting how that side of things has downsized

all too subtle for the modern mindset

gillard

looking

than

clark

if

you

look

closely

a

lot

of

wikipedia

entries

are

empty

that

is

devoid

of

meaningful

content

because

they

are

effectively

censored

if

you

think

some-ones

working

against

you

it

often

turns

out

subtlely

they

are

working

for

you

it's

just

as

well

these

idiots

are

trashing

wikipedia

people

are

mentally

lazy

they

would

take

wikipedia

as

gospel

with

irc

chat,

message

boards

and

wikipedia

it's

always

the

same

problem

those

who

who

seek

to

be

admins'

moderators

or

owners

are

least

able

to

act

judiciously

they

control

to

keep

their

own

piece

of

mind